I am a person housebound, can not find out you can chat with friends, not in the mood to see the film, do not know where to go. Then, select the fence when the tree holes, and it said my mind, looking for some solace.
2081 Virgo woman, the original June will be the bride, is already breaking up, a bitter libation drink alone. And called him to Others high, gentle, stable, prosperous family. I also have a good reputation of the work, family in general,UGG boots clearance, pretty in the last, good character. Two people in the eyes of their elders, are obedient and diligent good boy, good job well done young. So both parents object to such conditions are satisfied blind date.
conditions for such an object, the two sides are holding the mood to wait for salvation, one older has been large, and their parents feel anxious, especially living in the suburbs, her friends are already married. Second, many times both blind, to have such good condition, but also it is cream of the crop, so they are ahead of the game, feel cherished.
exchanges at the beginning of dinner and a movie, online chat, to meet two to three times a week. His house, two kilometers from my home, every date he opened electric car to pick me up,Discount UGG boots, I really think he is a gentle man. I did not properly been in love before, that his tepid temperature, are also suitable for my needs. His appearance is my type, so I am more active contacts. Every night he would call the phone about an hour, to talk about the news and work, although the feeling flat, but better than nothing, and my heart still find joy.
know who just turned one month, he invited me to his house for dinner, I am pleased to go. Because he has a condition, is married and lives with his parents, so I am willing to know his parents as soon as possible. The house is a duplex, because his poor health (he suffered injuries himself back, not move heavy objects, such as bottled water, etc.), requiring parental care, so live together after marriage is a necessary condition for marriage. His parents are warm, I'm burning a lot of good food served, although the first time we met, I am not afraid of life, to eat without any restraint, and his mother is talking, and he just keep our noses to eat me, no more words, I think they did a good job, to win the favor of his parents. The next weekend, I invited him to my house for dinner, my parents also hospitality him, but he was introverted they simply bow their heads to eat, sometimes to answer some questions of my parents. He was the honest man, first came to my house to eat stays, and after a few times too, that he did not quite dare to come to my house for dinner, the hospitality of my parents, had become his burden.
April and May, he was to attend an important exam, so basically do not call at night to play, the weekend also basically gone, it was cold and alienated days. In his cool when I have the same time another man I know very gallant, and known as the flat bar. His nuanced, gentle, quiet built at once to the ratio of down. He wanted me to give up the building, although I think that peace is more fit in the character, but can not say the grounds and building broke up, only silence dragged. Peace in the online chat at this time also, for the construction of a message sent to call, I do a ping, and the call went to the building. Although the content of boring and tedious phone, but I abandoned that practice level, deeply hurt the level of the heart. This is my mistake. If you can not hesitate and was built to break up, you will not be sorry for dragging now, of course, this shows the weakness of my sex Gerry, a pit dug for ourselves now.
now want to come, this is the beginning of a failure.
so good after his exam, we have restored the rhythm of the original contact, meet every day, weekends out to play one day, or go to his house for dinner once. There is a spare his family the house, we often go there to watch TV, there will be intimate contact. Know him, I have been Shoushenruyu, but my lack of understanding of Nannvzhishi, he used a hand into it, I did not feel comfortable, but feel that pain, of course, no bleeding. He took me and Comparative ex-girlfriend that I feel strange. Our exchanges have been filled with doubt and uncertainty, two people did not really feel much, has been holding people cherish the present, unwilling to give up the idea, but not the feeling of sweet love. He thought I was strong, ideas and more ideas clearly, demanding, and he thought little thought chaos, no requirements, just to find someone to marry, but rather the pursuit of love I was feeling, the feeling of two people is always so inconsistent. In June, he and I feel bad that two people get along, and asked do you still want to continue. He thought for a week to the deadline, did not give a clear answer, so the contacts are still going.
July, his family and relatives knock on edge peers around me and eat with him, playing the Zhang family card. During the evening, his brothers continued to fan the flames, I also made it clear: everything is ready, only a strong wind! That wind, is his attitude towards me, on my enthusiasm. Unfortunately, in the end, only the northeast, still no wind.
day of August, according to his parents set a good day, he came to my house door. Do not say good gifts in advance, so things took a point. Morning he came to my house in the afternoon I went to his house, his parents sent a necklace as a gift. He should parents request, I wear a necklace that I have been wearing a necklace until the break back when he was brought down.
door, the two people's feelings not much progress. His birthday, I bought quite a few gifts for him, although not expensive, but also where I ran a better buy, but also custom make a cake, with his parents in his home for dinner to celebrate, we are very happy that day . There is a small episode, the name of his birthday, please the office staff to eat, in fact he invited his colleagues to stir up trouble, and I went. When he asked about my colleagues, when I introduced myself, did not let him, he was very upset, and this is what he told me afterwards, perhaps this is one of my strong performance, and I always unconsciously to the time revealed the strength of their own, but also their failure, does not know the identity of the conversion!
his birthday next month is my birthday, the day his parents just not at home. He said the first morning out, I think, bought me a gift, hope-filled afternoon to his home, a gift is only a mirror, more than ten dollars that, nothing else, I was extremely disappointed! Afternoon, two people back facing the bed, he read a magazine, I quietly shed tears, but said nothing. I asked the students to eat at night, to celebrate the birthday, introduced him to know my classmates. Although a lot of tears shed the afternoon, evening or pleasure dined. Classmates gave me a gift, because we have a large bonsai, a friend gave me the car home, he went to open his own electric vehicles. Shortly after I got home, surprise, surprise he took flowers to my home, my parents very happy the way the performance,UGG boots cheap, but I think it took like an apology, rather than blessing.
October, when my relatives get married, go with him. During the evening, my mother was pleased to introduce him as November, my friend got married, and I bridesmaids, flat as best man. I told him that peace had liked me, he said he should not attend the wedding, but I said he should keep their own position, he reluctantly went. At that time, had to give up my flat, just to their friends, only insisting to do the best man and maid of honor. Day, although we face are hung laugh, but regardless of building or flat, or me and I was all upset.
the same time, such as water in the past, nothing can evoke memories flashing details, just look at pictures, those pretending to look happy, that the heart is not happy. The end of December, when he and I lay on a bed, I said that the new year is coming, he said that we get married, I said ah.
so in the New Year's Day when the two faces of the parents met. , He asked me for a birthday horoscopes, fortune teller may ask his mother took, but said he did not ask me, anyway, given the Spring Festival, the end of January to register, then I agree. In January, I have been very busy. A week before the registration, I have been looking forward to him to say something, after all, registration is a serious matter, but he said no, sweet, action at all. Also, at my request, we went to register a good photo shoot, but his mother said that my straight hair style does not look good. Was my reaction too slow, the final say his family are his mother, including the hope that he and I are married, more than half are due to his parents expectations and requirements.
and his repeated attempts to repeated failures, I asked the parents, said that out, the parents expressed concern. At my request he went to the doctor, but doctors just look at the appearance, that is normal. And fuck argument is that you can try more than successful. God knows every week and try again, almost a year, not success, I was wondering Add depressed! A few days before registration, the relationship between us that I feel very bad, my parents told me his attitude towards me tell his parents because he heard his parents. I think his parents have been very kind to me, I really can not say that bad, so still and his talk, the result is not nothing about it. In fact, I just need him I really like you, do not worry and I get married, so I am content. But he said nothing, I say go to register it feel better, and he did not oppose it. But breaking up the fuse, but this conceals. Now, I am guilty, has been too much for that is not their own, asking for too much, sit safely on the card would have led, it will not come to end now. Although the man was not love me, but he was willing to marry me, though his body is not good, but I can accept, in fact, be able to get married, is not it? Is my own perfectionism harm himself.
Spring Festival, I ran to his home relatives, he also ran to my house for relatives, looks like it's going, we all think we're getting married. Two months, we went to the wedding, his parents went with three of them sat together, put me aside, though his father also asked my opinion, but I have no communication under construction, I stood to his side, he also indifferent, I was depressed.
to avoid the clear, his parents told him that the registration in early March, I said, interesting day Arbor Day, he insisted that parents had said to him the day after Arbor Day. I object to that day, and said one of the most stupid reason the most trouble for himself. He may just joking, but really made a pinch my neck movements, I did not think that means, but my parents listened to but can not accept. Because I refused to register the second day, the matter of marriage began to yellow! And slow response of the 520 I think the registration is really dreaming of,cheap UGG boots, Oh!
Because his parents insisted registration matters before getting married again, but I carry my mind is not clear that the first is nothing wrong for re-registration. In fact, such procedures can be had, but he was not willing to marry me, and all his parents have the final say, he did not mind no idea, so I stepped on the mine was big! Late March, he for the first time that do not want to get married, and later persuaded by his parents, and my restore, we again, and better. Booked during the wedding went, shot in late April. And as early as the Spring Festival banquet booked during the June first. Calculate time is quite catch, but the house does not need decoration, buy some furniture on the line, also had time to think about.
April, and construction along I still feel awkward, because the cracks have been planted. I asked him why, and I got married, he said to the young, married to do just this thing happened to me in his side, to marry me. I asked him about my feelings, he said it was not love, that he was not love at first sight for me, before the feelings of culture, also I have twice refused to register and polished. I asked him the object of marriage is an alternative? He said they could be replaced, not non who can not. Although when I asked joking tone is, but to hear him answer, I still feel sad.
another episode, one day in April, and construction of encounters with my mother on the road, building happy and my mother says it is prepared and I married, my mother said she was pleased, but asked that he built : Did not hear him say that like me, my mother was sad, do not trust me to marry him. Mom told me later, I went to ask him, he said he talked like me. As for who to trust, and I can not judge. But now my mother is still the mother, but he became my stranger. So, I should trust her mother.
to marry him, my mom and dad do not worry, my dad even wrote a letter to him, and said I was the apple of their hope that he can cherish me, good to me. Written in front of a little confused the first time told him not to marry the revocation of his own, feel that they can not leave me, so I was and better. Say marriage is a second in early April, is removed by professional Baidu snapshots of him my parents advice and to restore it and good. Third say marriage is looked at my father wrote his letter, he thought inappropriate for our two characters, no confidence and I live together. Unexpected end of the line to hear him speak out without getting married, I begged for more than an hour, my parents could not stand, and my dad and he said half an hour, and no fruit.
next morning, my father called his mother, meaning adults to help knock on edge, and he put all the fault of mother blame in my head that I did not tender a strong, like to play, love money, not his son, like the type, but also that his son has been bullying me. My father had wanted to take me trained, and did not want his mother says my family not afford the dowry, then give me twenty thousand dollars to buy home appliances, which means I'm the dowry. This angered my parents. In the evening, that is, Yushu national day of mourning that day, my parents took me, meaning, and his parents clearly. Yet in that time to wind comes up, thunder and lightning, heavy rain poured down. Next to the store in the area under the eaves, an argument with their parents! I did not say a word with him throughout! Obviously a matter between me and him, the outcome was announced by both of our parents break up! Two Three-year-old man, and that breaking up is really sad and funny way!
took three hours to write this after a rough year and a half, the mood seemed relaxed. But the woman wore name left, still strong not soft, still rational not emotional, even if there is a good man, and will not attract them to it. An intimate understanding of friends, in fact, the conditions of your own good, like you have a lot of people, but you look too high, and they have become in the past. And construction broke up, I trust Nokia has somehow bad, for the board, phone numbers and text messages went away. I was reluctant to delete messages sent to the building was gone, used to enjoy my boys were also likely to ask the number as well. This is suggesting that I start over? Suburbs but in the narrow area, and my boys that matches the conditions have been married, every day I live in regret, remorse and despair.
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